Michie Love!

I wish i were that smart, that smart enough to absorb things into my brain, that smart enough to able to learn things fast enough so that i will be able to work independently without prompting. Till now im still so unclear of how to do things, the follow up procedures of dr's plan, what to do if patient needs to go for operations, any family conferences needed to be done? who do i need to inform afterwards? Im so in a mess, a very big mess. I dont even know which drs are from neuros, gastro, surgical, which of them are dieticians, which of them are msw. They just look all the same, and the nametag is so freaking pathetic small to be differentiate! Hiak! IM WAY TOO SLOWWWWWW.

How much im missing those times where Bee is there for me, and when i had a really bad day at work...there's a shoulder for me to cry on. ya...im just so useless...always depending on others.

Okay all i need is just many many of my rantings.

ENOUGH.OF.MY.NONSENSE.

T.T