Upset...I will be fine...soon. I hope.

Has been experiencing chest discomfort/ pain for some time. There's once when I woke up having 2 episodes of pain lasting few minutes each, not able to breathe with a pain score of 10/10. Honestly it has been bothering me much...hmmm...

Heading back to work after 2off days. Only one word to describe how I feel- reluctant. I hate the thought of going back. I hate the ward, the annoying parents, the busy-ness! I hate it!!! ):

我是一个不喜欢变化的人. 变化的越多, 越大...我不能适应的话. 该如何是好呢?
知我者...有谁呢?
Upset by my own life...