It has always been like this? No? Thinking so much for people till they took you for granted. Keep telling myself its okay it's okay. But the other part of me feel like saying fffffffff. Why should I always be the one being nice when they just do not appreciate you.

Life is unfair. This part I have come to terms like million of years ago. Know why? Because I grew up in a family like this. Till now, nothing changes. Told myself not worth getting upset, but hey. I'm a human too. I have feelings. Nobody understands. 

F this shit.